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I was Hesitant. by cg54, literature

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I was Hesitant.

Your eyes scared me. They looked as if they knew, knew more than what I could compensate for. I was hesitant. They looked as if they could see me, me, stripped of performance and cloth. I was hesitant. They made me feel whole, when I didn't even realise I was partial. I was hesitant. They made me want to search for you, and to search for myself. I was hesitant, because you were exactly what I needed.

Thank you. by cg54, literature

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Thank you.

My fingertips were cold My eyes frozen But the fire inside me was stoked I felt a mix of blindfury and betrayl But I knew that soon, I'd feel thankful Thankful that you loved me, once Thankful that you tried But most of all thankful that because of you, because of what you did, I was free I didn't have to feel that guilt anymore The guilt of giving up The guilt of letting you go The guilt of feeling all that I had felt I was free I could do what I wanted without question I could look at myself in the mirror again I could find what could be mine Because you hurt me more than I thought I hurt you Because you hurt me more than

Perhaps. by cg54, literature

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Perhaps.

I woke up with the overwhelming desire to get it over with. I wasn't sure what it was, but I wanted to put an end to it. Perhaps that it was my lack of will to get out of bed. Perhaps it was my lack of focus concerning anything other than my latest obsession. Perhaps it was that empty spot next to me in the shade. Perhaps it was how my heart raced at the slightest shimmer of hope. Or perhaps it wasn't any of that. Perhaps it was a hiccup, a pillow of air that wouldn't surface and give me back my air. Perhaps if that hiccup were to escape, I would hop out of bed as the run rose. Perhaps my mind would operate at a speed that woul

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Artist // Student // Literature

Apr 12
United States
Deviant for 12 years
She / Her

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I'm currently going to college, going for a major in Creative Writing. Playing video games for the plot and reading many books as a child developed my love for it, and after taking two creative writing courses in high school I knew I wanted to write my own books. Though I love writing, I also take many pictures, and since it's usually faster than a writing idea I tend to post more pictures. Talk to me about movies and video games and I'll love you. I'm a bit shy, but I love making new friends.

Favourite Movies

V for Vendetta, Howl's Moving Castle, P.S, I Love You, Ghost World, Alice, Dear Frankie, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Let's Go To Prison, Big, Igor, Delirious, Groundhog Day, Paprika, Tokyo Godfathers, and that's just scratching the surface.

Favourite TV Shows

Ouran Hight School Host Club, Fruits Basket, Toradora, The World Only God knows, Lucky Star, Case Closed, Cowboy Bebop, Six Feet Under, True Blood

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Green Day, Nirvana, The Used, Placebo, Pagoda, Cage the Elephants, AFI, Simple Plan, Pinhead Gunpowder, The White Stripes, The Beatles, Elton John

Favourite Books

The Southern Vampire Series, The Emily Series, 13 Reasons Why, Sleepless, A Certain Slant of Light

Favourite Games

Shin Megami Tensei, Pokemon, Harvest Moon, Silent Hill

Favourite Gaming Platform

Game Boy Color

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cg54

Jun 14, 2012

JUNE !$TH

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I couldn't even take my finger off the shift I'm so happy. TODAY IS JUNE 14TH. Which means today is the birthday of one of my dear friends. Which means I drew something for him as a birthday present. Which means I sent it to sent. AND WHEN I WAS WRITING THIS, I WAS GOING TO SAY THAT RIGHT NOW I FELT LIKE THE SMILEY HOLDING THE BALLOONS WHEN IT GOES HIGHER (#AND HE'S LIKE "OH MAN HOW FAR WILL I GO" #"WILL I EVER GET DOWN" #MAJOR SHOCK FACE/WORRIED FACE) BUT IN THE MIDDLE OF WRITING I FOUND OUT SOMETHING AND NOW I JUST FEEL LIKE THE SMILEY WHEN HE'S JUST HOLDING THE BALLOONS BECAUSE: HE LIKES IT!! EEEEEEEEEE!!! Now I can breath because m

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cg54

Apr 25, 2012

Hello Planet Earth

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I have put up two new writings. I can't even begin to tell you how great that makes me feel. I have a third one written, but I want to make sure I'm content with it before posting it. Now, on to what I'm SUPPOSED to be doing :D As of these last two weeks before finals week (finals week being next week) I've had to take a pretty heavy exam in Art History, write a paper comparing a book and it's movie adaptation from the course (and have a debatable argument), get some feminism journals done, and take a math exam. I am now currently in the process of writing a final paper for my feminism class. Awaiting a quiz in Art History on Thursday

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cg54

Jan 21, 2012

Yes, like a broken record.

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I'm currently writing this while listening/watch a movie in the background, 'Arsenic and Old Lace'. The title of this journal comes from that, as it was dialogue spoken by  the main character when I was thinking of what to title this. I feel that it serves not only as a link to the movie I'm currently watching, but also to what I'm going to say in here. Besides working on school work I've done nothing productive by way of writing or pictures. If I'm not doing school work I'm either playing video games, watching movies, or talking to someone. So, yes, like a broken record I have nothing to show or really report DA wise. That statement is mo

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Hush-SweetChaos

Dec 7, 2012

Hi there you've been hugged..by meeee!!
Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!

If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away